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Aloha Life - Julian Roxas

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just some deep thoughts i put together quickly tonight.

im just a teenage kid feeling guilty 

i cry out but no one really ever hears me

i see me bleed from the hole in my heart 

that they made in revenge to give me pain and to kill me 

i speak the silent words and follow  wrong roads

i got the rights keys but choose the wrong doors

i got a softshell but act hardcooore…

sometimes i wonder what the reason i was born foor..

do i belong here…do i belong there

i gotta realize that life isn’t all fair

and ye its true that friendsship fades

but the friends that ive gained is a family we made…

and that goes to the brothers on my side…

i put it on blast ya’ll the reason i’m alive…

suicide thoughts come with tears that i cry…

imma need ya’ll help if my momma ever dies…so i say…

aloha life…aloha life…aloha life…

imma say hello till goodbye is right… 

aloha life…aloha life…aloha life…

imma say hello till goodbye is right… 

its takes  a whole life time with the fights and the  cussin 

a whole life time with the fussin

a whole long life to adjust it! 

just to realize that you shoulda learned   love it 

but right about now with the yo own life bizz 

you gotta realize just to take it how it izz

you fucking with the trends and be fuckin with the cliques

you just wanna squeeze in…but you really dont fit?

it don’t mean shit cuhz ive been dragged through the dirt 

ive felt your pain and i know how it hurts

but ive risen from the ash but i know i’m still burnt 

so i learn from these scars to teach me what i am worth

word up to kyle fabi thats the homie that i vent with…

he kinda like my brother we aint fucking with no friendships

its this type of shit that we need in our life

so imma say hello till goodbye is right 

(Source: kaedonminor)